Today is the 4th May 2008 . Sunday . Life's sucha bore for the life i'm living at this age . No fast forward button, no good .

I wanna go out .
I wanna party .
I wanna play .
I wanna club .
I wanna drink .
I wanna have fun till dawn .

But i can't . One word can pull all of that down, it's that powerful and so strong i've no choice . Used to be, now is, and always will be until the day i'm free . The word is education . With this damn word, it can drive me crazy upside down . T_T

I have to be at home .
I have to study .
I have to be good .
I have to keep my grades up .
I have to drink little .
I have to sleep early .
I have to do what i think a good girl should do .

Some people say i'ma double faced person, i can't help but agree . I really wonder why .

CA is coming up, what a coincidence it clashes with family chalet . I wanted to go, but it seems like it's better to stay home for revisions . I've told myself to study hard if i quit SABA job, now that i've quitted, i shall study hard . I'll try my best, yet again, no promises to achieve wonderful results, i don't even have confidence in myself .

Where's Kif . =l

I think i'm dying .

Just set up a friendster account, for friends' sake . I seriously think i need more friends . Those with similar interest . I found quite a few car teams, and good that one guy is a student in SP too . Great . Anyway, if i haven't add anyone as friends, apologies, and add me please . Haha .